theres alot of gaps in my life. this is just something i realised... gaps in the time between my deviations. or my journal entries, both of them.
these gaps make me feel like i have just wasted time. and wasted time sucks. they make you feel like you arnt doing anything, or that you're not going anywhere. and thats how i felt this long weekend. and as every new gap grows larger, my willingness to do something about it shrinks by the day, by the hour, by the second.
maybe... just maybe... i can use this feeling, this feeling of insignificance to my advantage. maybe somehow become inspired about it. you never know where anything leads.